I am so burnt out, and I am extremely ready to just be done. I currently feel beyond ready to be free of my many obligations, school, regular practices, etc.
I want to enjoy myself, I want to end the school year with a bang, live for Jesus, and have an awesome finish to my volleyball season.
I want so many things. However, in order for these things to happen, I need to DO something.
Ah, desires and actions. One thing cannot be satisfied without the other.
Also, I’m tired and sick of myself for judging other people. In my mind I predetermine what other people think of me, or their assumptions when I am the one who is assuming! It’s a terrible habit that needs to stop.
All that this brings me is unrest, and so I am taking a stand starting right now. This lifestyle needs to stop. This is all partly due to my heavy workload at school, but it also includes a mass of obligations I have brought upon myself and poor time management.
Pray for me, if you think of it, to go into this week with a new perspective. Pray for an optimistic mindset, a heart willing to serve the Lord, a non-assuming attitude, and just a will to regenerate energy and love.